Last night he said.." we'll get up in the morning and have coffee". Silly me..I thought he meant us...as in me and him. What really happened is this. He got up and slipped into the open arms of his other girl friend( computer chair) and had coffee with "Aunt Judy's girls" meanwhile, I cooked his breakfast and cleaned the kitchen. Am I a dumbass or what? Yesterday we had great sex, so that means that he is sated for the time being and thinks that I wont possibly need or want his attention for a few days. We very seldom have days off together so this morning could have, should have been nice for both of us. I wish like hell that this mans addiction to internet porn would take a fucking back seat to Me once in a while. He is the kind of sexaholic that prefers his hand but makes allowances and "settles" for real sex on occasion to keep me happy but since he has always prefered autoerotica, has no idea that a relationship requires more physical contact than just sex. That most women need other physical contact such as kisses, hugs, caresses. Hell! his keyboard gets more stroking than I do and I do his gawdam laundry!Ok, well that felt good. now I can go get ignored a bit more since I let off some steam and made room for more.